We have been together fo a while and finally the quarrel slipped in. This time round I didn't really pissed off. Its of 1st mth. and He said that he is meeting his friends after our movie. Its totally wtf. After the movie, I'm totally pissed off and was about to head home. Then he said he is not meeting his friends any more but I'm still pissed. Its lke taking me as a alternative. Actually I wanted to bring him to some where nice like Mt Faber for a drink. We still went but I'm just not happy cos I'm not as important as his friends. Maybe I'm just petty. During the drink, I hardly talk to him and we even walk down from Mt Faber and head home with a cab. This person is so unique, I just can't get angry with him for a long period of time.

The 1st time I blow my top. It all happens when we are at Queenstown and he was choosing his bag and I thought he like it since he kept loing at it. I'm so wrong. He don't like that design at all. I really wonder do I know him. So I asked why didn't he get it since he like it. Yes it's expensive but I'm willing to make him happy. Yeap sounds like sugar daddy. This is where Marcus always worried that I'm spending on people. 'f course I know what I am doing an I'm pretty sure Jerm is not like that. Anyway, he is pissed that I kept asking him. And finally I exploded and I tld him off. I guess this is the 1st time I seriously pissed off with someone I love. But in the end we managed to get things solved. I just can't get angry with him for a long period of time.

We are about to go for our 1st holiday and I'm rushing my stuff like mad. And he simple just don't understand what am I going through. Yes I totally pissed with my work and I need a warm heart but he simply just turn me off but comparing me and Fakar. Hello, yes I kept saying but I just need you to listen. Though you might or might not understand but I seriously just need a warm heart. That's more than enough. I also agree that sometimes I'm not being sensitive enough but I'm trying to learn your style.

Today, he pissed me off cos of what I said. Why do you wear the new shirt after your 42.195km run. I'm totally proud of him. It's really a achievement and I'm freaking happy and proud of him. However, the answer I got from him was:" you will never understand". Its like WTF. If I don't know then why ain't you explaining to me instead of saying such hurting words. Hello, I do runnng too and I if its not the crazy workk I'm doing, I would still be running too. He sms me saying this is sad when I don't call or sms him. I do feel the pain and I don't feel good to. Jerm is part of my life. Without talking to him for a night, it just seems so weird but I really don't think I know him and the best is he said I'm being naggy. Its really unhealthy for a relationship when he said such thing.

After all, I really don't know if I want this relationship when he is really young. Yes he needs the time to be mature and I'm not being fair but seriously he can get much better bf than I am. Maybe its the confident issue. I'm just lacking of confident. And I know he is always so difficult and since I want to go after him an the above encounters don't seems right. Shouldn't I give in to him? I just feel that what I did to him now ain't right. I told him that I am not going to call or sms for the next few days and let him have sometime to think about our relationship. I'm such a jerk but I really love him and I really feel like calling him............

Yesterday I celebrated my 1st mth with that someone. We met at Tiong Bahru and had a simple dinner (Im just too broke). Before we went for dinner, that person told me he is meeting his classmates after movie (Unless I heard wrongly). In my heart is totally X%*&%&^%. Hello its out 1st mth and I gave that person my time and guess what I got? Anyway, being selfish, I initiated to go for a drink at Mt Faber after the movie. After the movie (the remen girl), he call and check where are his friends. I suddenly felt so unimportant. Anyway, I prepared to go home and rest. In the end we ended at Mt Faber. Its good to be with someone you love but this time round I'm not in the right mood.

Today, we are suppose to go out but his family is celebrating Mother's day so LL. Then he said why not meet after dinner and I said sure. In the end he said its too late. I suddenly felt that I used to do that to people and now I'm getting back what I did in the past. Marcus always give in to me. Really thanks for being so nice. Gerald always remind me that it not only me. Although I always think that its always me, myself and I. Yes very selfish and I got to learn. I really got to learn not to be so reliance

Can't imagine we have our 1st quarrel. Its not about us but its about my decision to go home. Had 3 presentation today from 7am till 7pm. Total 12 hrs. From HortPark to Hillview. Then after presentation we went for movie with the gang. After the movie, as usual, can't decide where to go for drinks. So 5 of us standing outside Xin Wan and started thinking. So Gerald said no to wine affair and that conclude the desision. And since we are standing there and no one is suggesting and so I said let's go home. And Jerm is pissed with my desicion. Its totally ridiculous. Its not as if I don't want to stay out late and the best is I turn down my sworn brothers. Now Jerm blame me for turning people off. So does it makes sense. Now I really question this relationship. Am I with someone who knows what am I thinking or does this person only think of fun. Since nobody wants to give an answer and I can't just let everyone stand there and look like idiots. Should I continue with this relationship? Shall I make the first move by ending it? I have till tue to decide. 
 

As usual, I met Koala for the day. I took off and when to his place to deliver the jam and then we head off to Jurong point for Lunch and movie. Initally he is going back after movie but he commented that if I can convince him to stay for dinner. And so I told him he should stay because I will be eating alone. We watched Jackie Chan movie. Totally off. The best is I didn't managed to catch his hand.  :(  Then met Daniel and his friend. After we head home, I sms him and hope he enjoy his day. Initially I just want to check if he enjoy his day and I am surprised that he did. I think I pissed him off a couple of times. That night, he sms me by calling Matthew. I'm shocked because this will happen when I am in deep trouble but he called and apologise that he is been nasty to me. Thanks to Daniel for telling him that he was been very nasty recently. And we talked or 2 1/2 hours. And finally he accepted me. After a long wait and shit from him. He think that I am crazy for taking his nonsence but I really enjoy his company. After so long and I am finally getting someone who I want to spend the rest of my life and I hope he think that way too. And he call me CHOCOBO. Can't imagine he call me that. Reason is because its cute and reliable. This young one is really going to take up my energy.

Went to AMK for presentation and after the presentation, took a cab back. Today Bedok ST is conducting prayer at Ngee Ann City. As usual, they love to do it big. So things are much impressive then previous years. Today is the 2nd day and I went there around 2pm. I was wearing this wrong shirt and I feel like a dumpling. Anyway, meet Jeremy at 4pm but in the end he came at 5.30pm and that's because he over slept. I went to see Bedok ST and tried to learn something. Instead of learning something, people just want to tell me more about their stuff. Anyway, meeting Gerald, Joe and Jeremy for dinner and movie. L.O.V.E, not too bad but can be better. After the movie, they wanted to watch another movie but in the end, we went to Wine Affair. We played a few games and but both Gerald and Joe were damn tired. So am I but still have to make sure he is happy. After drinking, just about to head home and he said that he don't feel like going back so early. So we went for a drink at a near-by coffee shop. I finally got his hand. Finally...... While holding his hand, he is so shy. So cute :) Now the next thing is to make him my bf.

Met Koala and Daniel for movie. Detroit Metal City. Interesting movie. But he is so not him today. We went for lunch before the movie. Lucky Daniel came along to spicy him up. Otherwise my day is so ....... He is just not in his right mind. Can't imagine if he is my bf. Maybe not. Anyway. After the movie, we went for coffee. From there, things really kick off. He is in his usual self. Actually I'm still not in good mood to talk to him since he give me black face. So I asking Gerald for late movie. At least I don't have to see black face. Surprisingly that he wanted to watch the Chu li movie. Actually, I hope he want to watch that movie lor. Hai..... so contradicting. Anyway, After Daniel left, we wanted to go to Keppel Club for drinks but its going to rain, so we went straight to Pacific coffee. Then some bitches star calling him Gay Gay Gay Gay. Its freaking annoying. When initially I didn't think about them calling Koala Gay and after a while I realised they are calling him. Its annoying but they are totally childish. Anyway I comfort Koala and kept telling him he looks fine and they are being childish. Koala is so affected. We sat at Pacific coffee for a while and didn't kw he is actually quite nerd. LoL. Anyway, after the Chu Li Movie, we went to Wine affairs for a drink. As expected they know I will pay for him. My reason is he is not working and he is surviving on $50 per week. Which is pathetic. Anyway, Daryl (Wine affairs' boss) made us drink. OMG. Thought I won't loss but in the end I drank 2 shots. Thats so OMG. Its fun but not funny when it comes to drinking. I just hope time don't pass by so fast. Its nice to have him around though I know he is seeing someone. I'm just being stupid. Both Daniel and Koala wanted to go to Tab. Its so Uncle to go there lucky in the end we didn't go since its not free to go in. Hired a cab back.

13 March,

Just after CIB NIte. CK want me to go back at 11am. Initially I was wondering why only me have to be back in office at 11am. Never expect that they are giving me a B'day party. I'm so shock. Its like my family. These people whom I spent most of my time with gave me a 26th Birthday party. Im so touched. Always bitch about him give me so much things and he bought me a cake. The weird thing is there was once he asked me what kind of cake I like. And I'm shock. I thought he was trying to test me on my personality. Simon previously talking about how Sarawak people use 32 dishes to test a person personality. So I thought Ck is going to use the same to test mine. Think to much and Yes I am. So the whole office sang me a birthday song and they got me a pot of butterfly plant. Its so nice. LoL. Thanks Lily.

That nite, we went for movie. Gerald and Joe got me a wallet. Thanks  :)  . So in return, I got them dinner. Though not as expensive as what Gerald had but hope they don't mind. We watched Dragon Ball. Kind of crappy. After the show, we went to DYMK for a drink. Nothing much... After came back from drinks, we talking to him and I split everything. High on alcohol and flu medicine.... So useless.


14 March,

We out to set up tomorrow event. Then fall asleep and the worst is I'm almost late for the movie. Very good movie and I cried. I never think so much before. Job is still a job there ain't something call dirty jobs. Then We went for dinner at Kim Gary and had drinks at the lighthouse. Don't have a car otherwise we can always goes to somewhere else for a drink. They were talking about Jeremy kana pinned down by two ass. Reynn is one of them and how disgusting. If I'm Jeremy, these people will be chop into pieces. Cannot forgive for ETERNAL LIFE....... I'm sick again. Fever. Did I overwork? I hope not. But I'm running fever. Really look forward to meet him tomorrow. Though I said Sunday I should give up but am I ready to do it? Received Marcus' sms and yes I still feel it but its faded. The feeling is not strong at all. Its him whom i want now. Touch my heart and Yes. Annoying but very nice partner to have. I don't feel that its my birthday. Its just another day to me. How sad. Guess its just not good enough. I really need that someone to be there for me. I spent my last 5 birthday with someone I love and this year. I'm spending with someone  I like. And this person might not be my next. Hai..... blame myself for giving up someone who love me so much. I'm looking forward to win that someone's heart.

I had been doing this stupid Tribute for the past few nights. I seriously don't know what I want. Initially I feel so sad to give up my scholarship. It seems like I really want this scholarship but I also like my current job whereby I'm able to move around and talk to different people. Though Cheow Kheng is always a pain but I say the over all is cool. After talking to someone for the past few nights, he mention that recently can't sleep well. Today, meeting at him at his place (Hillview residence) after my meeting at Jalan Remaja. He volunteer to help me on the tribute. That very nice of him but after all he is still seeing someone (This month met so many who are attached, about to attached or seeing someone. That's freaking annoying) . So before the meeting, I went to Holland without lunch to get him the aroma therapy set (Lavender). So poor now :( . Is it worth it? Don't know. After met him, and he also can't help me with my video. Which I don't have any expectation and I passed him his stuff and left. He apologise for the technique issue and also thank me for the gift. And I mention take its as I thank him for the help. Which obviously not the case. He mention how thoughtful I am. Which obviously because I'm interested in him. Its so........ Then I mention only do it for selected people. Which follow by his question: So who am I? And I choose not to answer his question. I sincerely hope he will use it and hope it helps him to sleep. That set is really nice. Should have got one for myself.

That night, he was meeting his date. And again I screw up things. Initially I told myself to keep my cool by not expressing my interest but I can't. I joke with him on msn by saying if both your date didn't make it, let me date you then. His replied then said that he is not easy to deal with, and he is a dragon and cancer, which is pride and skeptical. Like a double wall. I don't care I will knock down the wall. I told him I would like to try every layers. Without saying good bye, I logged off. Sms him good night and I meant what I said. And he replied good night. At this situation, though some how I think I should stand and wait but I start to think that maybe its time to move on...  

After Sunday, we are back to normal. Then today he brought up the issue again. Finally I'm willing to give in by trying to be a Flex and now his pride is so huge that he can't throw it away. I thought mine is huge, his is even bigger. He seems so passive but no he is a TOP. I think we really will end here. Guess me giving in is not enough. Hello, I don't always give in. I will step back.

Im back to my original self. From the outside, I don't care about how others feel but deep inside I'm feel for people. Gerald always call me selfish. Am I?

Today That person called while I'm on my way to lunch. I hesitated for a while before I answered coldly. As usual the icy me turn people off. I guess the ego part just don't allow people to hurt my true self. Sounds like alien but ain't we all alien if we think carefully. After hung up the phone, my heart bleed. While having lunch, I am so agitated with things. A little thing can pissed me off easily.

Came back and I slept for a while. Watch Heroes and Underworld. I text that person I miss you. And that person replied I miss you too and wanted me to rest for a while and have some space of my own. Very interesting right? Its the 1st time someone wanted me to have some space for myself. But some how I feel that we might not make it. I must quickly decide what I want. I can't always float around.

For the past few day we kept sms each other and finally on Wed (18 Feb) we went for dinner at Bugis. That night, Cheow Kheng called because of Gardening Society and it totally spoiled my night but some how this paerson managed to clam me. Anyway We went to Ministry of Food for dinner. 1st time I thought I found someone who met my requirement. Yeah sound so interview but I guess everyone have a criteria for someone to meet. Anyway.

Anyway the whole thingy is called off. As usual two same pole will never meet. I had the best sleep ever :(

After so long. I just can get it right. Thought enjoy myself in my world is the right things to do but I'm totally wrong. After got to know someone is going away. I do feel the pain. It had been a while since someone I know said good bye. At times I blame myself for not able to help. I even willing to sacrifice my own forest and donate to others but how much forest do I have to give away. I really need a better understand of emptiness

I guess I had praticed the teaching for a long long time. Since I'm Pri 3. And till today I'm so selfish and I love to enjoy the teaching all by myself. I guess thats the reason I don't improve any more. Recently Gerald's grandma is ill. Very Ill. So he asked me. Is there some work he can do to gain merit points for her grandma. And I told him my point. I guess lke usual, I'm not willing to share. Not that I'm snobbish just feel weird to share. BUt I always feel that donation to a medical free clinic is the best solution. Regardless of the amount. My teacher always say that it's not the amount but the heart. If you donate $1 Million and expect a big return than it nothing to $1 donation. I think I remember another story saying that if you have $10, How much will you donate? Personally I can't reach that let go stage. So I guess I will donate $3. Letting go is the worst emotionally attachment. JUst like how I'm trying to let go the person I truly love.

Next he asked about paying some monk to chant for her. To me, I feel that it don't make sense. Always said I'm his good friend and I can do it for him with no condition. But I didn't offer my help till I question myself why I didn't help. It's not the my achieve ain't strong enough just feel weird to offer my help. On second thoughts, the monk might or might not do a good job. After all he is payin the monk to chant and not out of true heart. I guess money should not be involved when some religious stuff is involved. Anyway, I offered my help....... Too bad I'm too lazy to learn the Medical scripts..... Will try to learn after I know how to feed the Hungry stuff....

I really failed myself after so many years of learning. Don't think I should be teaching my juniors any more. Maybe should go back to my basic again.

yi qie you wei fa
ru meng huan pao yin
ru lou ye ru dian
yin zho ru shi guan

A boring Sat and not sure what should I do. So I went jogging and then called people out. As usual, call those few but realised they are reluctant and I'm kind of sick of their jokes. Ain't funny any more. Thank god Gerald is free. So we went for movie- Bride Wars. Its feaking bitchy. LoL.

Lately I'm so into movies. Watch Gran Tarino. This movie was so good. I cried badly. LoL.  Its so touching. Anyway, The Bride wars. It reminds me of good friends. I always envy to have super good friends. Like those in the movie. Anyway I'm glad I have at least one good friend. Anyway, Thanks. After the movie at Marina, we went for coffee and its so weird. Raffles City is so empty.

As for Jonathan, think I better start moving. Keeping things and don't think we can make it if we are together. Lucky we are not. (Asked him if he needs a listening ear. He said no. Ask him if he want to share and he refused.) Interesting right? :)

Today we had a meeting at the Airport. A familiar place but do you know that T3 there is a butterfly Garden with 47 species of butterflies? Do you know that T2 there is a Sunflower garden with heaps of sunflowers? Today is the 1st time I'm visiting these places. Its totally cool. Its rather creative to have such unique place in a airport. No wonder it makes Singapore Airport the top. The next cool thing is we will introduce community gardening at the Airport. How cool right? Selling Singapore produce to the world. I think Azmi and Cheow Kheng are really daring. To me this really need a lot of planning. Reason: Is either you make it or break it. Selling a Singapore produce to the world. Can you believe it. If my colleague or me said something about community garden and the fact is wrong. I bet the next hot news will be on some overseas newspaper. 

It have been a while since I heard from Jonathan. Hope he is good.

Thanks to some young kid. I got to know myself better.

Name: Matthew

Date: Monday the 2nd , February 2009

Colorgenics Number: 46213507

See yourself as others see you...

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time.

You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still

feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present

anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ...

what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or

better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who

appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you

need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel

that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any

longer - MOVE!

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the

feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know

that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to

the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and

you insist on going it alone.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you

become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you.

When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can

understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to

take offence.

You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect,

recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.

25 Jan 09- Was so busy cleaning up. I can't imagine every year I'm helping up in the shop. Its so tiring but that the least I can do since I'm not doing anything else. The best thing is none of my cousin came to help this year. Though pissed but I can't be bothered to ask why didn't they come to help. ST passed down message that I got to do something about my house and pissed off when the message was passed down to me. The house is not mine and why ask me to do such thingy. Lucky my parents are cool with it. 11pm, Lornie came to fetch me and we met up at ST. Its the 1st time I see them going to ST after so long. Last year I'm in Australia and the previous year I'm with Marcus so I didn't went to ST. Dad won some money is it because of ST business? Something it really makes me wonder.

26 Jan 09- We didn't wake up very early and I started to loss the feeling of CNY. Although my damages for CNY clothes added up close to $500 but I'm not exactly keen to get more Ang pao. Went down to the shop and as usual I don't have much of the CNY feeling. Then we visited 3 temples and then came back to the shop. Its so freaking warm and I hate it so much. My new clothes were totally drenched. After temple visits, we continue with the house visits. Went down to granny's house and this year dad won money from the poker cards- $80. GIve it to me....... LoL.  Then we went down to Seng Kang.Didn't stay for long and we go for temple visit again....... 2 more temple. Wow. We are so in need of luck..... The last temple I can understand why my parents want to go. Anyway, going to St James. I didn't want to go but I'm so glad I went. LoL. Heaps of cute guys but not tempted. Not sure if it's because what I read about my luck this year. It says that I should put in too much effort in love whilst I should put in more effort in work. Or is it because I'm certain that I want Jonathan as my next bf? BUT THAT AXX ALWAYS SAID HE IS BUSY. Anyway, like what Jun Kai said, be patient. Which I WILL. I realized that being left at somewhere is so so weird. Stupid Gerald kana pulled to somewehere. Daniel went to toilet and I'm with nobody. Suddenly I can feel the I'M LOST.......... So annoying. After all I think its a good night. Bye St James.   

27 Jan 09- Didn't do much. After having lunch with dad and mum, we head back to shop and then Mahjong. I lost $6  :( Really didn't do much. So sad. Wasted my day.

28 Jan 09- Clearing my email and hate it when there are a lot of things I got to clear. Went back to office to pick Gerald and we went to Adam Road for Lunch. Think we got a Full House meal. What a name. Anyway Is he thinking too much or is the Joe really trying to be funny. Personally, I think Joe is trying to cover something. I remember when I did something funny behind Marcus back I won't regret and treat him really really nice. Though its still wrong but I feel a little better. Anyway its over and I'm not going to do that again to anyone. After lunch with Gerald, drove down to Yishun's house. Since I came back I had not visited his dad. I felt quite bad. Seat for a while and then visited Jade Dragon. He got a nice dog. I want a dog. Met Chun Kai at Vivo. I'm so tired but didn't want to postpone again. Anyway we went for some coffee. Then walk around and dinner. This person is interesting. Too bad he is not stable. Anyway its better to stay as friends rather than lovers. I cherish this person as a friend :).... I need a bf. Don't think Jonathan will ever sms me. So I'm going to move on.  

I realized I'm so so late for the interview. I can't find the place. I shouldn't have drive. Some how I didn't turn back and instead I carried on. Finally found it and I wasn't late. Its lunch break so I went to pump up the car and then went for the interview. Met this snobbish pilot. He refused to lend me a pen. So annoying. Wanted to tell him off and forgo the interview but I didn't. I wanted to know how my chance to get into this position though I really have no intention to get the job. Don't think I want to hold such huge responsibility. It's thousand of life. In the end I realized that I don't need to go for interview because I don't have GCE 'O' at a single try. LoL. Such a loser. Never thought GCE is so so important. So now I know I must ensure my kids to pass his 'O' Level at a single try. So I drove back. I so wanted to get my car. Have this urge to drive to some car shop and get the car.

The Wii fit is the most amazing game ever. I played for 6 min and I got the muscle ache. Totally pain.

Meet Gerald to get the bag. Went to see the wallet but can't get something nice. Then went to the Poter shop and that nice bag is gone...... Sad. So we went dinner. Wanted to catch a movie and we went to Cine before the dinner at Botak Jones. Inkheart, sounds interesting but Joe is not watch and that stupid Gerald don't want him to make noise. Actualy I don't want to see people quarrel behind sceen. Not cool at all. So rather don't watch though feel weird. I got to go home at 8pm :(  .

Cajun chicken. Remind me of someone. Marcus is the one who corrected me. Anyway, after the dinner, we went to Hereen and got Mahattan Portage. Got a nice bag but there is a problem. Same genus but different species from Gerald's bag. Gerald got brown and mine is black. That is not good. Anyway meeting Seng at Chinatown. Its so freaking packed with people.

Daniel join us for a while and that place is packed with aj...... My god. SO freaking warm and hard to walk. In the end Yishun, Lornie and Zun Xiong joined us and we had supper and continue the walk. So freaking tired. Met Keith and his bf too. His bf is so bloody straight. Can't even tell. I think the best part of the night is the car was parked outside DYMK. Aj are just coming out and heading to clubs. So weird. LoL. I can't imagine if that night I didn't go to Chinatown and they saw me coming out from DYMK with a groups of Aj. Actually I don't  mind but I think it's interesting. We ended up at West Coast Mac for drinks and fries. Tired night. Its always good to have a car. Or to be driven around. 

I finally feel that the holiday is coming. I am taking a long break hopefully after this break Im ready for a long run. Always love to escape. Its so me. I finally sms him and tell him I feel bad for keep dropping sms. Will not keep sms you. Sorry and get well soon. I really really dont want to be known as pushy. Yes in the past not now and no more for future. Then I suddenly wanted to sms him and tell him not that I mean it but just dont want to tell him im pushy. Then lucky Jun sms me and I called back. I told him the situation and he asked me not to reply and just let it. Thanks to him. Thank you Jun. Anyway around 1 plus he sms me back and said: HUH? Im not sick wor...Sorry Im busy for this week ma...Haha will sms u de... 

Receiving this sms. I feel so..... :)   not sure what to say but I'm really happy. I do hope there are still possibilities.  I will wait.

Meeting Gerald to get my Porter bag but in the end kana aeroplane. Instead of doing some shopping, I went home. Went down to the shop to get some of my document copied for tomorrow interview. Anyway, I realised I lost one of my jacket. I was so pissed and I went home to find. Turn the house upside down and I still can't find it. I called  everyone and none of them said they saw it. I am so amused. 4 of us. not me, not dad, not mum and not sam. Then who? Who could have taken the jacket? Thought its only $15-$20 Aud but it meant a lot to me. I'm so freaking pissed off. Never got so angry before. Finally mum got it back from the shop and things went back to normal. Till now I still don't know why am I so pissed. Save me god...